I just decided to self analyse today as to what was the reason for my frequent mood swings.I thought hard and rationally.......and wat i felt was that I m totally unconcerned about all the shit in this world and i m oblivious to everyone around me who are not in my circle......now my circle means a society of people who i give respect and appreciate for their innate qualities......the people in this circle may be someone who i meet occasionaly or rarely or a close friend of mine......Now wen i walk out in this world i view the world with a glass where the people in my circle appear bright n visible and the rest of the world is like a smokescreen........Now how is this related to my mood swings.....hmmmm.....now sometimes wen a person in my circle shows some qualities which r uncharacteristic of i get all fucked up by myself.....i get dissapointed by myself tat how the hell did i make this mistake of including them in my circle( appropriate qualities n behaviour r decided by me afterall its my bloody life....)And then i thought hard again as to wat is the solution to this "swinging" problem....I outlined some ways.....
First is to be very very choosy abt gettin pple in ur circle.....
Second is to get rid of all this theory which i hav actually made up n get playful..in other words to keep friending n befriending the world as u move along....dont carry any baggage along....
Third is to continue like before n let the law of nature take over......dont think too much......
And as of now i m still pretty undecided about what is the better way to choose frm but as i m writing this i feel i would go for the third choice only.......the reason being that now wen i m writing this i m a satisfied person....i hav no complaints with life n given a chance i wld want everything to stay as it is at this very moment........I feel i live a dynamic life and my life has given me so many experiences n feelings each day........I find my life interesting n its the way i live my life tat makes it interesting.......

And before i end one interesting thing which someone said to me abt my mood swings....
"Abhishek tera pata hai kya scene hai......tera funda hai......jisse banti hai usse bana kar rakho aur jisse nahi banti usse BIGAD kar rakho....."

..hahaha.....i might agree to this...u dont have to PRETEND to be friends with anyone....u dont hav to a hypocrite at least.....